* Hunting, a sad and desperate old man made a fool of yet again by another young man, worshiping at the knees of an insane beauty, walking the beach in despair. I hate this place, he said of what most considered a tropical paradise. Bars lined the beach and he hated every last one of them, the backdrops to such an insane and dangerous bust. He couldn't be free. He couldn't see his way to dissolve anything. But arrangements were not kept. I am angry now. I don't understand your thinking, the boy said, when he refused to pay for yet another girl. This is Thailand. This is public humiliation. This is neglect. Easy to find a nice boy to take care of me, he thought, pay some money. Easy. They were everywhere, these slim, amazing looking men; dark, handsome, fun loving. The original gender benders. You can have me, the boyish girl said, but he didn't want anything, or at least not her. You do for you, not for me. I don't care anymore. The dream fell apart like an ocean crashing on a sure, and he should have known better. He should have realised.
He Finally Realised
He Finally Realised
He Finally Realised
* Hunting, a sad and desperate old man made a fool of yet again by another young man, worshiping at the knees of an insane beauty, walking the beach in despair. I hate this place, he said of what most considered a tropical paradise. Bars lined the beach and he hated every last one of them, the backdrops to such an insane and dangerous bust. He couldn't be free. He couldn't see his way to dissolve anything. But arrangements were not kept. I am angry now. I don't understand your thinking, the boy said, when he refused to pay for yet another girl. This is Thailand. This is public humiliation. This is neglect. Easy to find a nice boy to take care of me, he thought, pay some money. Easy. They were everywhere, these slim, amazing looking men; dark, handsome, fun loving. The original gender benders. You can have me, the boyish girl said, but he didn't want anything, or at least not her. You do for you, not for me. I don't care anymore. The dream fell apart like an ocean crashing on a sure, and he should have known better. He should have realised.